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Still loving you
Looking at you
Can be hurtful
But at least
The view's pleasant
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This poem sucks
I wanted to write a poem today
So I thought of you,
Of course
The thing is,
I didn't want to write a fluffy thing
So I tried to find another subject
Nature always inspire me
I could write a poem about a flower or about the moon
But my words don't want to cooperate
Each time my thoughts are going back to you
It's funny how you can be so far and so close at the same time
And how you can mean everything to me, but still, I can't find a single thing to say about you
I wanted to write a poem today
Maybe it's the lack of sleep but
What a shame I have no inspiration
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I love the sun
I love the sun
I love its light
I love its warmth
I love the way it shines on people's hair
I love when it teams up with the rain to create rainbows
I love how it gives a nicer color to anything
I love how it wakes you up,
Showing you how beautiful the day is,
And how you should not miss it
I love to lay down on the ground on a sunny day
Eyes closed
And just enjoying the beauty of life
I love the sun
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Turn around
No! Not that fast
They'll see you
Ok slowly...
Now, I'll count to three.
And then, you run.
Oh gosh...
They heard you!
Come on!
They're after you!
Jeez... You're surrounded...
Okay, try to breath. Do. Not. Panic.
Fuck. There's so many!
Oh no... Do you still hear me?
I'm sorry.
I guess you're in a better place now...
Well, I hope.
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6 words story
Still remember
The day
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The Black Heart
I was looking for a prince
In a dark castle
But all I found was a black heart
Now I'm left empty
And I'm waiting for a pirate
Who will steal
What remains of my soul
I was waiting for you
But you never came
Now I'm the lost Queen with a black heart
Trying to cover my despair under a mask of beauty and madness
Haven't you heard of me?
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Goodbye my heart
My heart is homeless
They found it wandering
In the storm of my mind
They tried to save him
But it was already too late
Now I'm like an empty shell
Trying to smile through the darkness
I'm sorry I let you go
Though it's probably better that way
I've never been able to love anyway
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Running out of time (6 words story)
Lost my time trying to live.
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Space Love
When the moon is high
In this never ending sea of darkness
The galaxies are forgiving
The constellations could explode
And the stars could collapse
But in this infinity of thoughts
And dreams floating
Nothing will never change
The love I have for you
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I used to think
I used to think that Peter Pan
Would come at my window
And take me with him to Neverland
I used to think that someday a prince would come
And take me with him on his white horse
And that we would live happily ever after
I used to think that every night
I would wear fantastic dresses
And dance all night long until I loose my shoe
I used to think that I would receive a letter
To let me know that I've been accepted to Hogwarts
Or Beauxbâtons or Durmstrang
I used to think that I would find
An old wardrobe in the attic of my house
That would leads me to Narnia
I used to think that everybody
No matter how villain they are
Could turn into a loving and caring person
I used to think that the good would always win
The truth would always be found
And the bad persons would always pay for their crimes
I was naive
But all of that told me one thing
The dreams
And the hope
Are what life is about
This is what makes life worth living
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Par un dimanche matin ensoleillé, Neville et sa grand-mère assis à la table de la cuisine, déjeunaient en silence.
- Neville, mon chéri, as-tu préparé quelque chose pour la fête des parents? Je te rappelle que c’est dans une semaine. Nous irons voir tes parents pour l’occasion, dit sa grand-mère d’un ton compatissant.
- À quoi sa sert, ils ne me reconnaîtront même pas, dit Neville d’un ton las.
- Peu importe, nous irons les voir, répondit sa grand-mère d’un ton sec.
Neville ne répondit pas. Au bord des larmes, il repoussa son bol de céréales et il s’éclipsa dans sa chambre. Il ouvrit le premier tiroir de sa commode et en sortit une photo de ses parents, la seule qu’il ait réussi à subtiliser à sa grand-mère. Il s’assit sur son lit et pleura en silence tout en contemplant la photo d’un
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8h30. J'enfile mon manteau, prends mon sac à dos et sort rapidement de la maison. Je vois l'autobus qui arrive au loin, je me mets à courir vers elle. Je n'ai pas intérêt à la manquer si je ne veux pas être obligée de marcher jusqu'à l'école. J'arrive juste à temps et j'entre, essouflée. Je vais m'asseoir dans le banc du fond. Je sors mon baladeur et m'égare dans mes pensées au son de la musique.
Je repense à ce matin. Je me suis engueulée avec ma mère, encore. Et tout ça parce que je n'ai pas pensé à faire la lessive. Je comprends qu'elle soit chamboulée depuis que mon père est parti, mais elle n'a pas à me traiter comme si j'étais sa bonne ! C'est dur pour moi aussi. J'ai vu mes parents ensemble, amoureux, heureux. Nous étions une belle famille, comme celles qu'on voit à la télé. Et du jour au lendemain, mon père à décidé que ma mère et moi n'étions plus assez bien pour lui et il est parti. Comme ça, sans prévenir.
Ça été un dur choc pour ma mère. Elle pleurait tout le temps, elle ne
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Behind the door 38
Behind the door 38, there is a labyrinth with no end. Once you're in, you can't go out. Skeletons littering the ground and we sometimes hear the spirits that haunt this cursed place.
Behind the door 38, there is a deep blue ocean with an eternal sunset. Dolphins jump outside the water and you feel calm and relax. Every breath you take makes you feel like everything in your life is wonderful. Once you're in, you never want to exit this fantastic place.  
Behind the door 38, there is a garden of roses. A fountain rests proudly in the middle of this beautiful place and the sky is dotted with millions of bright stars. There's magic in the air.
Behind the door 38, there is always something new. All depends of how you feel and what you think when you open the door. So be careful, maybe you will not get out alive of this place.
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J'ouvre les yeux
Je suis couchée sur le sol
Une odeur nauséabonde emplit mes narines
Une douleur atroce envahit ma tête
Je tente de bouger mon bras
Sans succès
Mais que c'est-il passé?
Mes souvenirs commencent à refaire surface
Il y a eu un meurte
Il y a eu un suicide
Nous étions cinq
Nous ne sommes plus que trois
Ça ne devait pas finir ainsi
Je finis par réussir à bouger ma tête
Je suis dans une pièce vide et sombre
Je suis seule
Ces deux lâches m'ont donc abandonnée
Je savais que je ne pouvais pas leur faire confiance
Peu importe, pour l'instant il faut que je sorte d'ici
Je me lève péniblement
Ma vision se brouille
Depuis combien de temps suis-je ici?
Je recommence à voir correctement
Je regarde autour de moi
Pas de porte, une seule fenêtre
Je m'approche de la fenêtre
Elle est assez grande pour que je puisse m'asseoir sur le rebord
Je regarde dehors, c'est la nuit
Je tente d'ouvrir la fenêtre, elle est bloquée
Tant pis, je vais la briser
Je la frappe de toutes mes forces
À ma plus g
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You know this feeling
When you are so hurt that the only thing you can do is to pray
To pray for dying
Because you know that it's the only solution
Anyway, who will miss you?
They all hate you
You're a gay, a bitch, a cunt, a loser, a fat, a dirty
Who will miss someone like that?
No, they will be happy
Happy because you were only a waste of time
And now they can return to their so fantastic life
Who's even more fantastic now that you're gone
Yeah, more you think about it, and more you know that is the better choice to do
Everybody will be more happy and this is what you want
So you go in your bathroom
You search some pills
You go in your bath
And you take the pills... All of them
You hear some screams but you don't care
Your vision is blurred
You don't care because you know that in few minutes everything will be okay
No more pain
Someone takes you and puts you on a stretcher
You close your eyes
You hear someone who talks to you
But now his voice is so far...
And suddenly, you kn
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I look at myself and I realize
I realize what society has done to me
And trust me, that's not good
I see a young woman
Who doesn't know if she's pretty or not
Because when she looks at other girls
She realizes that she's more ugly than pretty
And it hurts
It hurts a lot
But she continues to live anyway
Because she hopes that maybe someday she will be pretty enough
Pretty enough to look at another girl and think : ''Wow, I'm prettier than her!''
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Recovery (Steve x Reader) One-shot
2015, New York – An hour after the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D.
“Bring them all to the back,” you yelled to the paramedics that kept rushing into the hospital, bringing in more and more wounded men and women. You were running from the front to the back, making sure your team was in the right place at the right time, while more and more people were rushed into the ER. You were still trying to figure out what had exactly happened at the S.H.I.E.L.D. headquarters, but your main priority now was to save as many people as you could.
    “Daisy, call the other hospitals to see if they are as flooded as we are. We can’t take any more people in,” you told the girl behind the desk. Blood still clung to your hands and you could see the horrified look on her face as a man was wheeled in behind you missing his leg, half of his arm and at least one ear. “Daisy?”
    “R-right away,” she nodded slowly,
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Charles X Reader
Charles x Reader
{A/n: some triggers in here}
"You need to help me!" (Y/n) cried, looking at her boyfriend who just sat on the couch. "I'm telling you something's not right and you're just sitting there like an idiot! I can hear everything that everyone is thinking, and I haven't slept in weeks!"
"Nothing's wrong, you're just being dramatic. Now stop crying and sit back down!" He yelled, raising his hand and slapping her across the face; walking out of the room and slamming the door behind him.
If anyone's out there please help me She thought as she held her cheek in pain, tears running down her cheeks as she held her knees to her chest.
It seemed like an act of God; the doorbell ringing and she quickly answered it, a police man at her doorstep. "Miss, is it just you living here?"
"It's me and my boyfriend officer." She told him, rubbing her eyes quickly to dry away the tears. "Can I help you?"
"We have a warrant for his arrest, and we ask if you please would wait outside."
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Left Scribbles (Steve x Reader)
You don't know what pulled you into the little coffee shop down the street. Normally you just walk past, not sparing a single glance to the large window where people can watch the ongoing life outside.
But today you feel like you need a break from a what is going on and the waft of coffee seems so alluring now.
So you walk into the cozy shop and search for a free place, the rush hour packing the shop. The barista meets your searching eyes and flashes you a smile before pointing towards a free table.
You nod in thanks and weave your way through the people to sit down on the seat near the windows.
With a satisfied huff, you look around the shop and shake your head.
Then your eyes lock onto the little book on the table. It doesn't seem like it's the menu so maybe someone left it here.
It's clad in brown leather and looks really inconspicuous, but your curiosity is spiked.
Slowly you pull the book towards you and look around, maybe the owner is near and sees you snooping. Nobody seems to n
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Sealed (Loki x Reader)
Once again you stand in front of the jewelry store and look down at the green emerald behind the window. You didn't really want it, but the color draws you to it, setting something off inside your chest.
Something that resembles familiarity, a longing for something you don't know.
It started a few weeks back, you woke up one day and had the feeling something was missing. Your heart ached for some reason and to this day you don't know why.
But your body stops you when you see some specific things.
Dark green, a black cat, the snake ring from your friend, the fake decorative dagger you saw in one of the shops and some more make you feel like you forgot something important.
You tried to talk with your friends about it but they looked at you like you made a joke and shook their heads, they don't know what that could be.
Logic won over time and you forgot about this strange feeling, pushing past the things that make your chest squeeze painfully.
Now it's easier to just walk away from these
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When fate is kind (Steve x Reader) One shot
4th of July, New York – At a club celebrating Steve’s birthday
Music was blasting through the speakers of a club and the melody pounded in Steve’s head, signaling him it was way passed timed to go. He had followed his friends around all evening. He couldn’t say he disliked spending time with them, but after the restaurant, the bar, the shawarma joint and this club, he was ready to go to bed. Not that he expected to get much sleep. He hadn’t in a very long time.
    The super soldier quickly emptied his glass and told the others he was going home, though of course, they could stay if they wanted to.
    “Oh, come on,” Tony exclaimed. “It’s the 4th of July. You’re not seriously going to mope around the compound again, are you? It’s your birthday for crying out loud!”
    “Relax, Stark,” Natasha padded him on the back. “Just because
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Bruce Banner x Reader - Neighbors
Bruce was making a soothing cup of tea when he heard a knock on the door. He frowned slightly. There was a heavy storm brewing outside, who would be looking for him at this hour?
More urgent knocks finally compelled him to see who it was.
“Yes, can I--?”
He froze at the sight of you on his doorstep.
“Bruce, thank goodness you're home.” You awkwardly shifted your weight. “Do you think I can stay with you for a while? I really hate to ask, but--”
“No! I mean, I don't mind at all. Please, come in. I can't let you stay out in this.”
“Thank you so much, I really owe you one.”
You dropped your shoes by the door. For the first time, Bruce got a good look at what you were wearing. A (f/c) dress that matched your black shoes. He couldn't remember the last time he had seen you in a dress. Your hair was plastered to your face and your makeup was smudging, but he still found it hard to tear his eyes away from you.
“Bruce.” He
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Insomnia (Bruce Banner x Reader)
2 A.M.
You looked at the clock and sighed in frustration. It seemed like this was one of those nights you just couldn't fall asleep. After cursing softly, you rolled off the bed and patted to the long corridors of the Avengers tower. Once you reached the kitchen, you started to wonder how you'd spend this night, as sleep avoided you. You made some toast and grabbed a cookie box. Adding a juice carton to your snacks, you walked to the living room and put your food on the table.
As you put a dvd in the player, you snuggled on a plush couch, which was your favourite. This wasn't the first time you'd been up all night, so you knew the best places and activities for the night time. It was actually pretty nice, to be the only one awake. Okay, Tony probably didn't sleep that much either, and you knew for a fact that Bruce had sleepless nights too. But right now you were the only one, at least you thought so.
From the moment you'd met Bruce, you had had a hopeless crush on him. He was g
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Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Hi! I'm Alexandra, a hobbyist writer. I write when I have time and inspiration, which is not often! Anyway, I speak french and English, so if I do some mistakes, please pardon me.
Hi everyone! To celebrate the 15th birthday of DeviantArt, here's a little questionnaire about me and the website that I'll answer for you.

  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
    I've been on DeviantArt since March 24 2010, so it's been 5 years this year.

  2. What does your username mean?
    Well it's just a name that I very liked when I created my account. And the 38 after it doesn't mean anything, I don't even know why I choosed this number. Probably I thought it was a ''pretty'' number. ^^'

  3. Describe yourself in three words.
    Kind. Learner. Dreamer.

  4. Are you left or right handed?
    I am right handed.

  5. What was your first deviation?
    Oh boy, it was a text about physical appearance and how it can affect people.

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
    I don't have any talent in drawing and I've never really done animation or phtography. In fact the only thing that I actually do is to write, so I'm going to say it's my favourite type of art to create. But I think that if I was a good drawer, drawing would be my favourite type of art.

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
    Like I said above, it would be drawing.

  8. What was your first favourite?

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
    Digital art.

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
    That's a really hard question! Oh my god... I'm going to say yuumei.

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
    WordOfChen seems like a very interesting person!

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
    Well everytime someone compliments my art, I can't stop smiling for like 3 days. x)

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
    My computer.

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
    My bedroom. (what a boring answer :O )

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
    The first time I released a deviation. I was so happy and so proud, because it actually took a while before I finally upload something.

  • Listening to: Marina and the Diamonds


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SnakesGoethe Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the faves~ Bunny Emoji-72 (Kawaii) [V4] 
CrimsonSword03 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!! :D
DugStanat Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the watch! :)
pinkythepink Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
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:rose: Thank you for the fave
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Hi, and thanks a lot for faving my DD. Much appreciated.
Have a nice day!

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Thanks for adding one of my captures to your faves!
Much appreciate it:)
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Thanks for faving :3
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